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God said, "It's time to share your story." 

The journey behind the show is deeply personal. It was born out of years of quiet reflection, struggle, and a realization that I needed to share my truth with the world. I created I Need Blue not just to tell my own story but to connect with others who’ve faced their own battles, risen from their darkest moments, and found strength in their scars.

We explore raw, honest conversations about vulnerability, resilience, and the beauty in our collective journeys. You are never alone.

Everyone has a story. They don't always know where to share it.  I Need Blue is the space for you!

It was a typical Saturday night. As the Store Manager, I oversaw the night shift with a lone sales associate. Our focus was on women's clothing, shoes, and accessories, and I relished meeting new ladies and helping them feel beautiful. The store bustled with seven customers, including children, and ladies occupied the fitting rooms in search of their Easter dresses. I felt a sense of normalcy as I engaged with a customer and her granddaughter while observing another with her energetic boys.

Suddenly, my world shifted. Without warning, a voice behind me pierced the air, demanding, "Give me all your money." I didn't turn around as I processed the threat.  Again, I heard the command, "Give me all your money." I turned around, only to find a masked man wielding a gun, pointing it directly at me. The firearm was alarmingly close, within arm's reach.

My gaze locked onto the gun, its ominous presence impossible to ignore. I shifted my eyes to meet his, then back to the weapon. At that moment, I had to make a quick decision. Without hesitation, I turned away and briskly walked to the register, stealing a glance behind me. The robber brandished the gun, coercing the customers to follow my lead. The urgency of the situation underscored the fragility of the seemingly ordinary night, transforming it into a harrowing experience.

In 2012, this began my story. Pictured is me in the backroom where the abduction occurred. This picture was taken 10 days before it became a crime scene. 

In 2021, I heard a new voice behind me, "It is time to share your story, Jen." This is the moment I Need Blue was born. 

I believe there is healing in sharing!

Memoirs frequently delve into the author’s struggles, triumphs, and moments of vulnerability. Readers can empathize with these experiences, which can foster a sense of closeness. You are not alone. 

Why I Survived features love, betrayal, suspense, and daring themes. It is purposeful, intentional, and triumphant! 

As you read,  I hope you are inspired. I wish you love, kindness, and empowerment. May you find a healthy tribe that loves you, supports you, and sees more potential in you than you can. May they steady the ladder as you climb each step of your life journey.